Clarification

First I wanted to try and clarify things a little better about the job situation. Right now it is VERY slow here. But even though it is slow I still have triple the amount of work as my fellow co-workers. Basically I’m bored, but for them time is standing still. The reason I have more work is because my boss trusts me the most out of everyone. Which is why I don’t understand how they are getting this amazing praise and I’m getting basically nothing.

Even thought I hate my job I NEVER slack. That’s just not who I am. I do things 100 percent or not at all. Also I’m not complaining about being busy. It at least makes the time go faster. What I am complaining about is the fact that my fellow co-workers are being treated like Gods and yet my boss keeps on giving ME their work. I don’t get it. I feel like I am being walked all over. Which I wouldn’t mind as much if when the time came for a raise, I would get my proper dues. However as of right now it seems I won’t be getting any. I’m just so upset about this I can’t even explain.

Tonight is our Christmas work party. It’s actually held at a ridiculously trendy club here in the city. Seriously, Lindsay Lohan goes to this place. Last year I went and it was fun but I didn’t really know a lot of people yet so I left kinda early. This year I was excited until all this other stuff started happening. Now I don’t even want to go. I will because there will be free booze and also a raffle which I actually won last year. I will be leaving early again, mostly because I want to get home at a semi-decent hour. Unless I have this amazing time, which I doubt, I’ll be home by 10:45.

I’ll let you know how it goes tomorrow!