This weekend I'm going to Baltimore to see some friends. I am so excited!!
I haven't seen them in at least 6 months. We kept on making plans to meet up and then something would happen and we would have to reschedule. Ugh it was annoying.
While I couldn't be more excited about seeing them, I am a little nervous about one thing.
Driving around Baltimore. The one girl who I'm staying with recently moved. I've never been there before so I'm a little nervous about getting lost. I HATE to get lost. I get anxiety just thinking about being lost. Which is stupid because eventually when you're lost you find your way. I don't know why I get like this.
Plus it's supposed to rain all weekend which makes my anxiety that much worse. Then there is the worry about parking. I have to parallel park and I can literally count on one hand the number of times I've done that. It's nerve racking for me.
Just typing this out I'm getting all panicky.
I know once I get there everything will be fine. I know once I'm in the car I will be fine too. It's just this build up that I do to myself. That's what kills me.
Hopefully writing this out will help calm me and rationalize that I really have nothing to worry about.
I hope you all have a great weekend!!! Wish me luck tomorrow! ;)