Thursday, July 22, 2010

Deep Breaths

Tomorrow I'm getting a little operation on my foot. I've have had this done before so I know what to expect, but it still doesn't make it any easier. I'm nervous, which I can't help. I also hate the fact that my body just doesn't want to cooperate with me. I hate that I have all these orthopaedic issues and that there is really nothing I can do about them. Just hope that this time, the procedure will stick.

I hate needles, I hate hospitals, I hate pain. lol. I mean, does anyone really like those things? No of course not. But sometimes I just feel like my fear and hatred for them are 10 times worse. I just need to stop thinking about it. I got very little sleep last night.

Deep down I know it will be fine. Not as bad as I'm making it in my head, but still. It sucks. I have a training appointment today at the gym, and I'm going to ask her to kill me so I will hopefully stop thinking about the surgery and just be able to sleep tonight. lol.

Wish me luck and I'll give you an update next week!


Karen said...

Good luck! Maybe we can hobble around together. I have given up on the crutches in favor of just limping. It is super sexy.

erin - heart in ireland said...

Hope it went well!!

And I like the new design!

Babycakes said...

Thank you, re your comment! You've changed your blog, I like the layout very much.