Tomorrow I'm getting a little operation on my foot. I've have had this done before so I know what to expect, but it still doesn't make it any easier. I'm nervous, which I can't help. I also hate the fact that my body just doesn't want to cooperate with me. I hate that I have all these orthopaedic issues and that there is really nothing I can do about them. Just hope that this time, the procedure will stick.
I hate needles, I hate hospitals, I hate pain. lol. I mean, does anyone really like those things? No of course not. But sometimes I just feel like my fear and hatred for them are 10 times worse. I just need to stop thinking about it. I got very little sleep last night.
Deep down I know it will be fine. Not as bad as I'm making it in my head, but still. It sucks. I have a training appointment today at the gym, and I'm going to ask her to kill me so I will hopefully stop thinking about the surgery and just be able to sleep tonight. lol.
Wish me luck and I'll give you an update next week!