Friday, January 2, 2009

I'm Back!!

Hey there!! Remember me?? I feel like it’s been forever since I last blogged. My little vacation has been going really well. Fun and relaxing, just what I needed. However even though I am rested up, I am NOT looking forward to going back to work on Monday.

Staying home like this made me realize something. I am not myself when I am at work. I don’t feel comfortable; therefore my true self isn’t coming out. Then I thought who really ever feels comfortable at work? Maybe that’s normal. I don’t know. What I do know is I do not want to be uncomfortable anymore. I need to find my niche and really become myself. That’s my goal for this year. I don’t like to make resolutions, but I like this idea. I just want to be able to feel like myself again.

Speaking of resolutions, my New Years was kinda bust. I ended up being really sick. Like spent half the night in the bathroom sick. It wasn’t pretty. This was the first time that I really wanted to do something big for New Years. However I am not letting that night being lame set the tone for the year. I really feel like good things will happen in 2009. I want this to be the year of Carolyn. I am determined to turn things around in my life, and what better way then to start with a clean slate?

Anyway it’s getting late and I just wanted to pop in and let you know that I’m still here!! I will resume blogging on Monday! This weekend I will be traveling four and a half hours to Virginia for my brother’s engagement party. While I am so happy about my brother being engaged and I not looking forward to this party. It’s just so much driving to do over 2 days for a tiny little party. I am basically having a panic attack. It will be my mom, my brother and my 86 year old grandmother in one car for that entire trip. Can you say disaster??

Look for a full report come Monday.

I hope you all had a great New Years!! I’ve really missed blogging and commenting for this past week.


Karen said...

Have a safe trip. Don't stress - I am sure it will be fine.

AY@tes said...

Merry Christmas. Happy New Year. (Little late, but thats ok. ) Have a safe trip.

Alexandreena said...

Hope you had a safe trip and enjoyed the party!