This mini break I’m taking from work?? Couldn’t have happened at a better time. Things at work are insanely hectic. My brain in fried and I when I talk I no longer make any sense. Seriously. The dumbest things keep pouring out of my mouth and I can’t seem to stop it. My boss thinks I’m losing my mind. Hopefully this trip to Atlantic City will clear my head and bring me back to sanity. It also won’t hurt if I win some money!!
You know what’s weird though? Even though I desperately need these 2 days off and I couldn’t be more excited, I feel guilty about taking off. I know I am leaving some people in a lurch and they will have extra work to do so I can’t but feel bad. The responsible person in me keeps screaming for me to stay and be a good worker. I know I’ve mentioned before my inability to be spontaneous and this is why. I get really worked up that the whole world will crumble if I’m not doing what I supposed to be doing. I blame that on my anxiety issues.
I need to quiet the voice of reason and I WILL have a great time tomorrow.
Have a great weekend! If you’re religious, have a Happy Easter and/or Passover!